My Love

it was so nice, to see you are not scared to visiting me
the time will bring hopefully more, i am prepared, we will see
i am sitting here alone, feel lonely and thinking at you
thinking about the time we had, thinking what you do
you told me you haven’t time, i have to be patience and i should understand
i try my dear love, even it is hard to wait and sometimes i think i can’t
to have you not by my side makes me more thinking at you
my feelings are killing me, they turning inside like hell, but i am positive too
to get no kisses and cuddle, hurts when your are soooo close to me
i have to wait for the right time you said, i know, even it should not be
don’t worry i can handle my self a lot and i can wait for all
but my mom told me once, be prepared also for the worst, also when you fall
writing some words, out of my head, listening some song and sing
my thoughts are fighting and i don’t know what it bring
i am sad and happy at the same, but my feelings for you are real and great
please don’t let me wait, don’t let me fall, even i said i am willing to wait
my tears dropping out whenever i write some poems to you
i can’t do anything, i wouldn’t like to stop, because they are true
my heart is crying, my body is craving and my thoughts are searching for the why
i listen deep down to my soul, looking for answers and hope you not denied
i need you, i need you, i need your right now,
comes out of my speakers and my mind is screaming the same
i really go crazy to must wait until the weekend for see you again
my dear love i miss you sooooo much, you can’t imagine what it means for me
like i said before, the time will bring hopefully more, i am prepared, we will see

Seychelles, 2017